crappy day
It’s been approximately a month since I moved in with my now-gf whose name is Amanda and I know that I owe you that bit. I’ve just been too caught up with a lot of things lately. Moving away is simply ingrained in the vagabond in me and inevitably a part of my life… unfortunately.
Anyway, what I was really meaning to tell you was that I spent this entire day wasting away emotionally and just annoyed the fuck out. First off, I thought that writing to you would be a therapy just like it always has when the world had its back on me. and it is.. now that i’m typing these words way I feel a little better. But just a little before I opened this blog, I went through the trouble of trying to desperately remember all the possible passwords I could’ve had in the past months and years of my usage. So I did. an utter fail it was for the first half hour. I tried opening my email and I could not reset just cos stupidly enough, I forgot its password too. FML. I just wanted to write sooo bad!! So yeah.. it was one hell of a ride down the memory lane. Finally I was able to open it through the help of my girl. And here I am, basking in the joy of writing. Oh god, so much unnecessary ranting. Anyway. I still feel like shit right now with my head at everywhere.. the room being so messy that being a hippie ain’t so cool anymore. My girl being a bitch at me just cos I’m no fun when I have terrible cramps to deal with and can’t go out to buy wonton soup with her. Yeah, it is that unbearable. And now I’m being so antsy about my future and what I’m going to do for the year coming up. I have been in the house all day and I haven’t done shit. I’m too down in the dumps and it is slowly killing me.
HELP.
